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Police Constable Kayden Dalton shrugged.
„What do you think? I‘ve just experienced the most humiliating moment in my life.“
“It‘s gonna be alright, okay?“
His best friend and colleague, Joe Brattleby, put a hand on Kayden‘s shoulder in an attempt to comfort him.
They were sitting in the deserted changing room of their police training school.
„No, it's not! I’ve bloody wet myself out in the street. And Inspector Blue thinks I‘m pathetic!“, Kayden blurted out, clenching his hands to fists.
Never had he felt so helpless.
Joe was just about to say something when the door swung open very suddenly.
Kayden flinched but the tension eased from his body instantly when he saw that it was Jamie Hunter, another colleague and good friend.
Jamie hesitated for a moment, then he sat down on Kayden's other side and said: “Ah, here you are, Kayden. Did something happen? You weren’t on the bus when we drove back.”
***
This Friday had been supposed to be a very exciting day for the new constables in training.
They were going out in groups of four, each group accompanied by a Sergeant or Inspector.
They would go to a major demonstration in London to help keep everything safe and secure.
Kayden had been put in a group with Joe, Gemma Cox and Julia Smith. Inspector Blue was going to be their supervisor for the day.
It had all started out particularly well.
At half past eight, they departed for the demonstration and arrived at about half past nine due to traffic.
Inspector Blue assigned them to their posts, made sure everyone knew how to handle the radio and the codes.
„You‘re going to be on your posts for two hours at least“, he told them before dismissing them to carry out his own duties.
Kayden turned his head and looked at Joe, who gave him a thumbs up.
This was it, their very first duty and they were determined to do it just fine.
The demonstration seemed to be quite peacefully, the people were climate activists who wanted climate change to stop.
For half an hour, Kayden was happy with accompanying the crowd and making sure everything was alright.
Colourful banners with statements were held high, some flattered in the soft wind.
But then, Kayden was hit by a new sensation: A twinge in his bladder.
It was quite subtle but uncomfortable and he remembered having emptied two cups of tea this morning. He had been to the toilet at the station but the consumed liquid demanded to be released now.
Kayden sighed and marched on, he knew well he couldn't leave his post now.
And it wasn't that urgent yet.
He occupied himself with reading some of the banners carefully and studying the faces of the crowd.
The people were mostly young, in their early twenties and thirties, men and women were equally mixed.
Most of them looked relaxed and at best just demanding because they were fighting for their goal. Some, however, seemed quite aggressive and ready to pick up a fight but maybe that was just his imagination.
Kayden took a deep breath and felt his bladder twinge again.
Damn, he couldn’t ignore it any longer, it was no subtle urge like he had told himself before.
Well, maybe it had been subtle ten minutes ago but by now it was an uncomfortable pressure that couldn’t be easily ignored.
He couldn’t shake the feeling that he would need an opportunity to piss soon.
Kayden threw a glance at Joe, should he tell his mate?
But that wouldn’t help him in any way.
Blue had told them to connect him via the radio if something was the matter.
Something was the matter with him, definitely, but how embarrassing would it be to contact Blue because he needed a pee?
“Sir, I need a wee urgently, can I be stood down, please?”
How pathetic!
No, he couldn’t do that, under no circumstances.
I guess I’ll just have to hold it, then, Kayden thought and this realisation didn’t delight him.
Just a few minutes later, PC Kayden Dalton found himself setting his strides slightly crossed so he could press his thighs shut while walking on.
This way he also managed to discreetly tuck himself between his legs and gently squeeze down.
A bit of pressure against his penis felt good and for some minutes he was quite sure that he would be able to hold it.
He was just making a huge fuss for nothing, wasn’t he?
Then, the demonstration came to a halt and Kayden had to stop walking as well.
He grimaced slightly because the sudden lack of movement caused his need to increase rapidly.
He pressed his knees together and hoped that the crowd would start moving again soon.
But they stood still for around five agonising minutes.
Hell, I can’t hold it! How did I think I could just some moments ago? I can’t hold it. I have to take a piss so badly. It was just that stupid tea, how could that become this urgent so fast?
The thoughts swirled around in his head and he couldn’t properly grasp any of them.
But suddenly the realisation struck like lightning: Heaven, I’m gonna wet myself!
Shocked, he bounced up and down on his feet a bit, trying not to do anything too obvious.
Kayden knew he couldn’t let that happen, he couldn’t wet himself in the crowd, no way.
He was still in training and he couldn’t already blow his career chances by pissing himself out on duty.
The urge pulsed through his bladder and it started to spasm.
Kayden wanted to reach down and give his dick a decent squeeze but he didn’t dare it, everyone would be able to see it after all and he was in uniform.
Desperately, he pressed his legs shut again and wriggled around, almost marching on the spot.
He was sure it looked ridiculous but he didn’t care anymore.
People could think what they wanted as long as he wouldn’t end up having an accident.
He decided he should just try and inform Blue about the situation.
It was going to be humiliating but far better than wetting himself.
Hastily, he pressed the button on his radio.
“Constable Dalton for Inspector Blue”, he said.
“Inspector Blue here, I’m listening. What’s the matter, Dalton?”, Blue’s voice crackled out of the speaker.
Kayden took a breath.
“I… I need to be stood down, sir”, he then said.
“Why?”, came the question he’d feared immediately.
“Just for a moment, sir”, Kayden answered, trying to avoid telling the real reason behind his request.
“Dalton, you’re on duty. If you request to be stood down, you should be able to bring forward a valid reason. I’ve not endless time to listen to you”, Blue said, sounding stressed.
“I… I need…”, he began but suddenly, the speaker crackled and buzzed and then the connection was broken.
“Damn!”, Kayden muttered and tried again but the connection stayed dead.
Panicking, he started moving again because the crowd did so.
At least some movement but it didn’t help with his predicament anymore.
What was the matter with the connection?
He only needed the toilet but what would happen if there was some major incident?
Hell, he had no nerve to think about that right now, he only felt helpless that he couldn’t request a toilet break anymore.
Why hadn’t he just flat out said what he needed instead of being so cryptic and stammering around?
Then Blue would at least know what was up and could send someone to replace Kayden for a while.
But no, now he was going to have to hold it for another hour.
The time didn’t seem to get by, Kayden walked and walked, beads of sweat forming on his forehead.
His tummy ached by now, his whole lower abdomen seemed numb with pressure.
His bladder laid inside him like a big football filled with water up to the brim.
Every now and then, Kayden involuntarily shuddered, goose bumps running down his back.
Suddenly, as they were crossing a road, his bladder spasmed again, this time releasing some urine.
Kayden could feel it trickle down his penis into his briefs and shuddered once more, clenching his sphincter to cut the flow off.
He managed but he knew that his briefs had gotten quite damp.
His sphincter seemed to quiver with the effort of holding the flood inside, his penis seemed to twitch too.
Kayden reached down and gave it a hard squeeze, just for a second.
But it helped calming the urge and he prayed he would make it.
It seemed like an eternity until they reached some kind of square where the front of the crowd came to a halt again.
Kayden was dancing on the spot by now, shuffling his feet restlessly, jiggling his legs, crossing and uncrossing them almost every few seconds.
“Dalton!”
He jerked his head up and forced himself to stand still for a moment when he spotted Inspector Blue, who marched towards him from the other side of the square.
He had a hard time passing through because the front of the crowd had been forming some kind of formation
Communication was also difficult because they started to chant their paroles.
“What is the matter, Dalton?”, Blue shouted while he tried to get nearer.
“Sorry, sir?”, Kayden shouted back because he couldn’t hear a word.
“What is the matter? Why did you want to be stood down?”
Blue managed to come nearer but not much.
Kayden braced himself to just say it out aloud.
“I need the toilet!”
“What?”
“I need the toilet!”
Luckily, no one paid attention to this young constable shouting his predicament out aloud.
Finally, Blue reached him, breathing heavily.
“Did I hear correctly?”, he inquired.
“Yes, sir. I need to use the toilet, urgently”, Kayden confirmed and felt heat rising on his face.
Great, now he was blushing like a schoolboy.
“The connection is still cut, like you most likely experienced. And I don’t have anyone to replace you, not even for a short moment. Further at the back of the demonstration, there are some fistfights and we need everyone there, I’ll have to go back down there in a second myself”, Blue said.
“No, you don’t understand, sir. I need to go right now, it is really urgent.”
“I appreciate your need, Constable, but you’ll need to keep it together for a while longer.”
“I can’t. Seriously, I can’t, sir! I’ve needed to go so bad already half an hour ago when I contacted you. I’m barely holding it now, there’s no way I’ll be able to… oh shit!”
With the last exclamation, Kayden shoved a hand into his crotch and pinched his dick forcefully.
Horrified, Inspector Blue witnessed how a dark patch grew on the police trousers of his young constable in training.
This man wasn’t joking, he was barely holding on indeed.
Kayden held onto his crotch for dear life, clamping himself off in the last second before he lost control over the whole flood.
But he felt that the warmth had spread further between his legs, he had wee’d more than he liked to imagine.
“Please, sir. I have to go to the toilet or I’ll wet myself standing here. I’m almost doing it in my pants, sir! Oh, I can't hold it anymore, it’s so bloody urgent.”
Kayden was moving uncontrollably, shaking with the effort and pain of holding his full bladder.
He couldn’t stand still, he wriggled and almost danced around, bent down and straightened up again and couldn’t let go of his crotch anymore, despite being in uniform.
Blue nodded.
“Alright, I see the severity of your situation. Come on, lad.”
Quickly, he grabbed Kayden’s arm and pulled him away.
The young constable stumbled and almost fell, he was surprised that the Inspector had changed his mind so suddenly.
“Do you know your way around to the spot where the bus is parked?”, Blue inquired. “Near that spot was a public toilet, if I remember correctly.”
Kayden shook his head, numbly.
Maybe he did but all of his brain cells were focussed on holding his sphincter shut, he couldn’t think anymore.
“Okay, I’ll find you a toilet or just anywhere to… well, you know.”
The Inspector dragged him along and Kayden almost wasn’t able to walk normally anymore because of his swollen bladder.
An elderly lady asked if they needed assistance of any kind.
“We just need to find a public toilet, urgently”, Blue said as if this was an everyday event for the police.
The lady nodded.
“Right, just follow that road, just five minutes from here you’ll find one.”
Blue quickly thanked her and dragged Kayden along.
The constable whimpered and muttered: “I’m not gonna make it, I’m gonna wet myself, I’m gonna wet myself.”
“No you’re not, Dalton. Just five more minutes, maybe less. You’re going to make it. Do you hear me, you’re gonna be fine”, Blue reassured him but he couldn’t deny he was worried.
PC Dalton didn’t look like he was able to hold his need for much longer.
For Kayden, the streets swirled by in an incomprehensible burst of colours, people and noises.
He didn't even know where he was anymore.
All he could concentrate on was to not losing control.
Despite his efforts, he leaked a spurt of pee and a second followed on the spot, stronger than the first.
He squeezed his dick mechanically but it was no use, the pee escaped anyway.
“Sir, I can't…”
Kayden felt faint and light headed like passing out.
Everything in his abdomen hurt and quivered, his muscles were burning from tiredness.
Kayden stopped abruptly.
“What's up?”
Blue turned around and looked at the sweating policeman who looked like he was in trance.
“I can't walk on, I'm not gonna be able to hold it if I move”, Kayden whimpered.
“Rubbish, you're gonna make it alright. Look, we just have to walk down that street. Can you see the public toilet over there?”
Kayden could indeed see the small building that indicated relief but he knew he couldn't reach it.
“Come on, you're almost there.”
Blue dragged him forward but after a few steps, Kayden came to a halt again.
He bent down, pressed both hands into his crotch and squinted his eyes shut.
“I'm not gonna make it… I… I'm doing it. I'm wetting myself”, he whispered barely audibly.
“No, you’re not. You’re just panicking. Keep walking”, Blue said but Kayden didn’t stir.
He’d stopped his frantic movements, instead he slowly straightened himself up again.
Inspector Blue could see that it was indeed too late.
The crotch area of PC Dalton’s trousers was becoming completely soaked.
At first, only small trickles were running down both of his legs; then a forceful stream started to emerge, streaming straight down on the floor, not being absorbed by his trousers.
The pee was jetting through his briefs and trousers forcefully, partly gushing down his legs and into his shoes, partly splattering audibly on the concrete between his feet.
It was running outside the bottom of his trouser legs and pooled around his feet, there he was: A 20 years old police constable standing in a puddle of pee like a toddler.
While he was spectacularly peeing himself, Kayden just stared ahead, not taking his environment in.
He just felt the warmth spread further and further down, he felt his bladder emptying itself, getting lighter and he enjoyed the sensation.
The relief washed over him and grew more intense with every second but the realisation of what he was doing also crept into his mind.
Oh god, I’m pissing myself…
After more than a minute, the stream finally slowed down and dwindled into a trickle.
Kayden still didn’t move, he was staring down at his trousers that had become visibly wet down to his knees and streaked with pee even further down.
The puddle at his feet was huge and showed very clearly what had happened but Kayden felt paralysed.
He didn’t even find the strength to step out of it.
Blue kept equally still and silent for some moments, then he stepped nearer and gently touched Kayden’s arm.
“Constable Dalton?”
Kayden raised his head and glanced at Blue, then he quickly looked down again.
Tears kept welling up and he fought hard to blink them away.
He couldn’t start crying after he’d already wet himself!
“Are you alright, lad?”, Blue enquired, his voice friendly and soft.
Kayden slightly shook his head.
Blue obviously didn’t know what to say to one of his constables who’d just peed himself in uniform.
Then suddenly, Kayden couldn’t keep it together any longer and he started to cry silently, the tears streaming down his face.
He looked at Blue again but couldn’t see his face clearly through the tears.
“Come on, we’ll get you back to the bus”, Blue finally said.
“B-but what about the demonstration, sir?”, Kayden asked.
Blue shook his head. “Don’t you worry about that now. Going there again in your state wouldn’t help anybody.”
While walking through the streets, Kayden was aware that people started staring at his trousers, whispering among themselves, some even pointing at him.
He could hear some of the remarks that were made.
“Look, that policeman’s wet himself.”
“Looks like he didn’t get a chance to use the toilet in time.”
“His trousers are absolutely soaked, how bad did he need to go?”
With burning cheeks, he followed Blue through the streets to the more quiet spot where their bus was parked.
“Just sit down inside, maybe have some sips of water. Oh, and please sit down on your jacket because…”
Blue didn’t finish off but of course Kayden understood that he shouldn’t risk getting the seat wet as well.
“I’m afraid I can’t find a way to organise dry clothes for you now but maybe I can arrange that you’ll be taken back to the school earlier”, Blue said.
Kayden nodded. “Thank you, sir.”
About forty minutes later, he was back at the school, showered and changed into dry trousers a fellow constable whom he did not know had lent him.
He stayed in the changing room, sitting down on a bench, still not believing what had happened.
***
“I feel you, mate. I know it sounds stupid but it will get better. Well, maybe you’ll get teased by others for a while but it will be alright, I promise”, Jamie said and patted Kayden’s shoulder.
“But did anyone notice? Apart from Blue and some people who were there, I mean”, Joe said.
“I don’t think so. You didn’t notice because you weren’t there and there were no other police officers around.”
“I just noticed that you almost ran off together with Blue and wondered what was the matter.”
“But Blue knows and that is embarrassing enough”, Kayden mumbled.
Just then, the door swung open again and Inspector Blue entered.
“Hello. Can you give me a moment alone with Constable Dalton?”, he asked.
With a quick “yes, sir”, they left the room.
Blue sat down next to Kayden.
“I'm so sorry, sir”, Kayden said.
Blue raised an eyebrow.
“For what?”
“That I've caused such an embarrassment for the police in public. But I didn't mean to, I've tried everything to hold it but I just couldn't.”
“I know, Dalton. And I'm not blaming you. You don't have to apologise. It was just very unfortunate that the connection broke down, otherwise I would have sent someone to cover for you so you could use the toilet.”
Kayden just nodded.
“But didn't you use the toilet before we left the school?”, Blue enquired.
“I did, sir, but apparently I had too much tea. I started to feel the urge soon after the demonstration began but I decided to hold it because it would look unprofessional if I had to leave my post. But soon it became unbearable and well… You know the rest.”
“Right. Don't beat yourself up over it, I'm sure you're not the first one who experienced something like this although I've never witnessed it personally. But please, Dalton: If you need the toilet, just ask right away. It is no use that you endure discomfort and can't concentrate on your work or that you wet yourself. Everyone needs to use the toilet, even the police. And we have the right to take breaks if we need them. Alright?”
“Yes, sir. Thank you very much for your support.”